The one place u can't escape is ur mind.

Wrong side

I woke up with such anger in me and the question i cant answer is why?  I hate losing control and i don't want to be forgotten. I know these are things that are bound to happen. the world tends ti forget all and it also does not kneel for anyone. I cannot think my way out of this. Every bandage that i have put on to stop my insanity has been that only bandages. I don't know how long i can manage this life i am really getting weaker in holding back these thoughts. To sleep and free my mind of this world is the only thing i have to  look forward to.

Death

We have our own path and death comes to us at different times. Nothing wrong with a human that is able to see his end and embrace it.

Night

Nothing feels so right as sleeping forever

I want understanding a sign of something more to this world.

Door

My mind has become my only escape. To have the path to another world to myself inside of me is something I cannot believe. When I am alone I am myself.

Nice guy trying to be bad or bad guy trying to be nice

Fear has much more control of me than I care to admit. The fear of being alone has made me manipulative to get people to stay by my side. It's sad that deep inside I'm still that little boy that is afraid to be alone and what friends he does scares off by being obsessive.