I like many others don't like to be judged - I like many others don't like to be talked about their backs - Why do I have it in my head that that everyone around me is doing those exact things. I am not the person I thought I was - I am losing to the things that I thought I had gained control in Santa Monica. Now that I have to Lancaster it seems that the problems I had left those years ago were never gone but I stayed there waiting for me to return. These weeks have been the hardest at regaining what I had worked for all these years. At this moment I do not trust anyone I also do feel a connection to anyone. It just seems that it going to be harder in Lancaster because It is where it all started. strength, hope, dreams, faith in myself and my humanity.
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