Staring into my salvation

I have let fear control my entire life. It has stropped me from fully submerging myself in skating, biking, art, holding a relationship and keeping friendships. I am nothing but hope and no action. My strength has not left me and for that i am thankful. I have always fought with myself to liberate myself from this problem but i have not succeeded. Maybe looking at the problem not as a problem but a part of me that i need to examine. Analyze the origin of my fear.  People say i have eyes that look like they are always thinking - it is more like I'm trying to find the key to my salvation.